October 2011
Shhh, it's movie time →
You want to follow him. You’re welcome.
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Assholes?
The assholes I work with have completely cornered me. Each one of them have taken time out of their busy schedule to cook me and my children a home cooked meal, stopped at a lovely restaurant and picked up something for us to eat or brought bags of groceries to my house every single night for an entire week. They did this because I was too proud to ask for help and kept trying to push them away. I...
I love you the most for not holding my thoughts...
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timbalanced replied to your post: Long post written…
“Glad that’s cleared up.”
— Thought you should know. Didn’t want to leave you hangin’.
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Long post written...
…and then deleted.
I was all like omg, Becky!!
I was all gung-ho about Monday’s cutting session, having convinced myself that everything will go smoothly, money will suddenly fall from the sky and a perfect man I’ve never met will declare his undying love for me until I remembered how it felt to be intubated. I could hardly speak for several days. My throat felt as if it had been repetitively slashed with rusted razors. It was...
The Best Offense: I am a chump. Apparently. →
shariv67:
What a horribly cruel joke. Yesterday, I was already in a sizable funk when I awoke to news of a fellow Twitterer’s apparent suicide. There was a suicide note on her blog (reprinted below).
There IS NO LIGHT
Posted by TheBeth | Filed under Present | Oct 1, 2011 | Tags: Campbell,…
Maybe I’m late to the party but I’m still gonna give my two cents. If Beth faked her suicide and the rumors are true, I feel so deeply sorry for anyone who tried to support her at any time or mourned her death in any way. If the rumor is true, I don’t want to be associated with her or anyone else who thinks that stunt was humorous in any way what so ever. So, prepared to be...
The Verbing of America
The verbing of America Is getting out of hand, Yet many nouns are also verbs, Like toast and rake and land. When I first heard hospitalize, I thought it was a crime; Why don’t we apartmentalize? We will — just give us time! If when we change a noun to verb To come up with our `verbing,’ Why can’t I, when I’m using herbs, Refer to it as herbing? For if I...
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secret tumblr message
I know you will read this because you can’t help it. I want you to know, I’m so sorry for your pain. Saying hateful things to someone close to you may relieve some of the rage for now but give it a few hours and you’ll realize how much damage you’ve done. Asking for forgiveness isn’t an option right now because of the chaos you’re having inside yourself but just...
Thank you, registered organ donor!
No amputation and no knee replacement. But I do get a cadaver graft that has a one in two million chance of giving me HIV or Hepatitis. Let’s just hope whoever died to give me a new ACL had better luck with relationships than I have. Monday is the day.
The decision for today will be, total knee replacement or just another tedious repair. I’m opting for replacement or dismemberment. I’d say wish me luck but you’d probably opt for a repair so I don’t think we’re really friends. Man, I feel old.
Oh.
I was going to complain.
But then I remembered this is life.
So I didn’t.
Something's gotta give
I just didn’t expect it to be my knee. I was thinking more along the lines of my job or my sanity but noooo. So officially, it’s my knee. The ACL, MCL and meniscus are now torn and non existent and will require surgery. I think I’m in shock because I should be crying and wondering how I’m going to survive financially after being out of work for a few weeks and having no one...
I love it when...
I invite my kids’ friends over to play and they’d rather clean my kids’ bedrooms.
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Confession
I miss having a place I could go and say whatever I want.
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I don't think I've told you lately how much I love...
Bunches.
I know Steve Jobs passed away today and all but...
I’m sitting in the lobby of our therapists office while my daughter is being seen. Tears steadily streaming down my face, my heart is pounding out of my chest because giving someone something that you’ve never had yourself is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. Certain things should come naturally but it doesn’t to those who have never seen or experienced them before. I...
Some days I feel like Michael Douglas in Falling...
You know, when he’s sitting in traffic and… SNAP!!
The therapist said I lacked empathy and couldn't...
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Pet peeve & don't ask me for my opinion
One of my pet peeves is when a woman, who has shared custody of her kids, complains about not having enough free time or that she’s overwhelmed with her kids when she has an on-going agreement of a week on then a week off with regards to spending time with her kids. How about you open your fucking eyes and realize how good you have it, dumbass. How about you imagine, while getting your...